I realize the last few weeks I've been a bit down and I think I finally know why. I mean my life is pretty good right now, I almost always have money and my mom gives me pretty much unparalleled freedom to go/do pretty much anywhere/anything I want. But the thing that has probably been bothering me is the fact that I am missing a big part of life right now. It's..........a girl(probably pretty obvious).
Its been weird for me the last few years with girls. I seriously can't remember having a crush or liking a girl since like grade 10. Sure, I see lots of girls that are nice to look at but I haven't met a single one that I've had a connection with. Right now I blame this all on being out of school and not really having a chance to meet girls my age. When I finally get back into school hopefully I'll meet some people. The fact that I've never actually had a real relationship(sure I've done certain things*cough* with a random girl or two but mostly one time things) kind of scares me, but I'm still hopeful.
Now if only summer would go a little faster. My life has been on hold for like 2 years and now that I'm finally trying to get back into school it seems like these last few months before September are really dragging on.
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hahah, didnt expect u to say that! the "a girl" part. lolz but i'm pretty sure u will find one when ur back in school! Go Thomas! and then u can show them ur awesome asian friends haha XD
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